demonrapunzel @ 03:02 am: Dear LJ/Facebook Friends

So. A guy jumped off the railing across from my store today, and fell one level down. We were in the shop at the time, just dealing with our usual Dec 23 craziness, when we heard a thump and a scream. No one inside really paid much attention, we just figured it was random mall happenings, and a few minutes later, a customer came in to tell us what had happened.
Man, something like that really freaks you out.
I mean, there you are, ringing people through, wrapping gifts, thinking about nothing in particular, and then you hear that someone tried to kill themselves not ten feet away from you. There was a huge crowd just staring over the railing until Security taped off the area. People were completely messed up about it. Everyone was just looking kind of green and shocked. I went into the back room and called my parents and Stephen right away to tell them how much I loved them.
I know I'm frustrated and tired right now, and I know how bad things can get for me during holiday season, but - well, at least I know I'll have a good Christmas with my family. At least I know I have people who love me and support me and I'll never have to jump off a railing in a mall because no one understands me.
I made up my mind to just go with the flow this year, and think about the things that really matter in my life.
Much love to you all. Hug your families, spend time with your loved ones and stay warm and happy this season.
Love, Jaime <3
Current Mood: 
shocked
Tags: issues,
sigh,
work sucks